Have you ever had one of those days where it seems like you're walking through a dream but it's reality? That nothing else could ever go wrong but it does anyways? I'm sure you have.
Those days are what slowly kill me. I can't handle the fact that maybe none of these actions I perform will make a difference tomorrow. I have this idea in my head that I have to make a difference somewhere every day or that day was a waste. It drains my energy and makes me depressed but feels so fulfilling.
And then, those days happen and it all comes crashing down. Those are the days when I break down and ignore the world. I shut down completely. It feels like a monster that will take me over for good, one day.

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Let me in.
Let me into your life.

I can help you.
I can heal you.

Your heart is where I dwell.
Your heart is where you're broken.

I value your life.
I value your dreams.

Please, let me in.
Please, let me love you.

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