Colors..

There's a girl in this world who cannot remember how to feel emotions correctly. Her memories have been swiped from her mind and this makes her not able to remember her emotions or how she felt in the past. Emotions are based by how we felt from past times, so if we cannot remember, how can we recall that feeling? This girl is unique. She'll stare off into space for hours trying to figure out how she is feeling. This girl also has bipolar disorder. A very serious one. Her world is doused with color. It'll flash one or two or three colors at once. Or it'll be one and then change, confusing her to no end. When she feels something, she connects it to the color she is seeing. Right now, she is seeing gray. Seeing gray can be bad.. But with this color she tries to remember and connect it with other small times she has seen gray before. Gray is when her dog died or when someone keeps walking in and out of her life. Can you figure it out? She can't. All she has is her colors, crayons and notebook. Her room has a space reserved for notebooks with just crayon scribbles filling them. These are her 'journals'. She has dates on the pages to see what she 'felt' that day. Would you like to color with me?