Breath deep and let go..

Why is saying good bye so hard? Especially when it's to someone that you love? It wasn't a genuine good bye but it felt pretty close. I've changed my life dramatically lately. I can't give you the specifics but let's just say it's so much more different. It pains me to say this, but, I'm much more happy. I know what you're thinking. And I can't give you an explanation. I had hope but over the past two years... It disappeared. I don't know how but it did. I know that it will never come back. This is for you. You know who you are. I'm sorry and I know you're going to make someone very happy someday.